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A warrior stands poised, sword raised against the heavens, a silent protector frozen in time. His gaze, unwavering, speaks of battles fought beyond what the eye can see. Strength in stillness, power in presence.The cathedral whispers stories of devotion, each stone a memory, each arch a prayer. Shadows stretch across its walls, timeless and solemn—a sanctuary for souls seeking refuge in history’s embrace.Wings carved in marble, reaching for something beyond the sky. A silent hymn lingers in the air."And if you fall, I will catch you, I’ll be waiting… time after time."Some guardians never leave, their presence lingers—watching, waiting, reminding us that some things are eternal.

▍ ❝   PROFILE
A dreamer with a restless mind, drawn to the beauty in details most overlook. Thoughts drift between reality and imagination, always searching for meaning in the ordinary. A lover of deep conversations, unspoken emotions, and fleeting moments that leave a lasting impact. Finds comfort in solitude but treasures rare, genuine connections. Creativity flows in waves—through music, art, and words. Forever intrigued by the mysteries of the universe, the stories untold, and the quiet echoes of nostalgia that linger in the heart.▍ ❝   LIKES
Moments that feel like a dream, music that lingers long after the song ends, and stories that leave an imprint on the soul. Rain tapping against the window, the quiet comfort of solitude, and late-night conversations that make the world feel small. Art in every form—paint, words, sound—woven into something meaningful. The beauty of fleeting things, the nostalgia of the past, and the thrill of discovering something new.

▍ ❝   DISLIKES
The weight of unspoken words, misunderstandings that linger like shadows, and forced conversations that feel hollow. The feeling of being unheard, connections that fade without reason, and the ache of nostalgia that cuts too deep. Overcrowded places with no space to breathe, loud noises that drown out thoughts, and the pressure of expectations that don’t belong. Insincerity masked as kindness, broken promises left to wither, and the slow realization that some things are meant to be lost, no matter how much you try to hold on.▍ ❝   INTERESTS
Drawn to the quiet beauty of the night, where thoughts flow freely under the moon’s glow. The art of storytelling—whether through words, music, or visuals—breathing life into emotions. A fascination with the unknown, mysteries waiting to be unraveled. Deep, soul-stirring music that lingers in the mind. The charm of old architecture, history etched in stone. Moments of solitude, yet craving meaningful connections that spark something unspoken but deeply felt.

Profile
Full Name: Zixuan Sturmfrei
Nickname(s): ZixuS, Xu, Zuan
Birthday: September 25, 2004
Zodiac Sign: Libra ♎
MBTI: ENFJ-T
Pronouns: He/Him, She/Her
Orientation: Gay
Nationality: Filipino
Ethnicity: Pangasinense
Blood Type: O+
Height: 5'7.3" | 171 cm
Dominant Hand: Right-handed ✍️Languages
Fluent: Filipino, English
Intermediate: Korean (50%)
Currently Learning: JapaneseAppearance & Style
Fashion Style: Minimal aesthetics with a touch of androgyny
Piercings/Tattoos: None, might get one if my parents allow me.Favorites
Colors: Deep Blue, Lavender, Charcoal Grey, Cyan, Indigo, Neon Pink
Scents: Moonlight, Vanilla Musk, Carried Away, Beautiful Day, Gingham, Into the Night, Japanese Cherry Blossom
Drink: Anything chocolate-flavored, Cookies & Cream
Food: Giniling, Carbonara, Spaghetti, Adobo—kind of picky when it comes to veggies
Time of Day: Dawn—when the sun fades into dreams

Aspirations & Inspirations
Childhood Dream Job: Scientist
Adult Dream Job: Game Developer
Currently Inspired By: Art, music, fleeting conversations
Fun Facts
Lucky Numbers: 4, 9, 25
Pets: 1 Dog [Bonnie], 1 Cat [Tabitha]
Phobias: Heights? Not sure. I feel like I'm not really scared of heights—I’m just scared that I might fall from them. Besides that, I haven't figured it out yet.
Most Used Emoji: ✨ or 🖤Current Obsession
Building a small indie game project—pixels, synth music, and endless debugging. And You! 😉Hobbies & Interests
Hobbies: Reading, Music, Dance, Gaming, Coding
Favorite Genres:
🎵 Music: K-pop, J-pop, D&B, Liquid D&B, Bossa Nova, EDM, Bedroom Pop, Lo-fi, Pop, Hyper Pop, Electronic, UK Garage, Jungle, Shoegaze
🎬 Movies: MORE INTO HORROR! Sci-fi, crime film, documentary, noir, romcom, drama
📖 Books: Fiction, History, Mystery, Paranormal Romance, Poetry, FantasyOther Favorites
Comfort Characters: Senoo Makio, Adachi Kiyoshi, Kurosawa Yuichi, Haruta Soichi [Definitely Me]
Favorite Quote: Some souls recognize each other by touch alone.
Motto: If you can't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else? Can I get an amen up in here? Now let the music play!

I've always been a bit of an enigma—caught somewhere between deep conversations and chaotic laughter, between structure and spontaneity. My name is Zixuan Sturmfrei, but you can call me ZixuS, Xu, or Zuan—whatever fits the moment. Born on -September 25, 2004, under the sign of Libra ♎, balance is something I seek, but let’s be real, I live in my own beautiful kind of mess.I’m an ENFJ-T, which means I thrive in connections, emotions, and the occasional existential crisis at 3 AM. I use he/him and she/her pronouns, and yes, I’m gay—a hopeless romantic but also very particular about who gets access to my heart.Growing up as a Filipino Pangasinense, I was always surrounded by warmth, resilience, and food that could make anyone fall in love. I stand at 5'7.3" (171 cm), right-handed, and somehow, I’m still figuring out if I have a fear of heights or just a fear of falling.I speak Filipino and English fluently, can navigate Korean at about 50%, and I’m currently learning Japanese because why not add another challenge to my life?

My fashion style leans toward minimal aesthetics with a touch of androgyny—clean, sleek, but just a normal . No piercings or tattoos yet, but if my parents give me the green light, who knows?I find comfort in deep blue, french violet, Forest Green, Cyan, and Ocean Blue but there’s something about neon pink that makes me feel electric. I love Moonlight, Vanilla Musk, and Japanese Cherry Blossom scents, and when it comes to food, you’ll always win me over with giniling, carbonara, spaghetti, or adobo.As a kid, I wanted to be a scientist. Now? Game development has stolen my heart—pixels, synth music, and endless debugging. I find inspiration in art, music, and fleeting conversations—the kind that leave you thinking long after they end.My world is built on music, books, and films—from D&B and Hyperpop to horror films and paranormal mysteries. You’ll usually find me lost in coding or gaming, fueled by chocolate-flavored drinks and endless curiosity.At the end of the day, I’m just someone who believes that some souls recognize each other by touch alone.

♡ Likes ♡
✔ Music that makes me feel something – From D&B and Hyperpop to Lo-fi and Shoegaze, my playlist is a rollercoaster of emotions.
✔ Horror movies that actually scare me – If it doesn’t leave me questioning reality, was it even worth watching? Letterboxd Here
✔ Finding songs that feel like memories I haven’t lived yet – It’s a weird feeling, but I love it.
✔ The smell of books, old and new – If I could bottle it, I would.

♡ Likes ♡
✔ That moment when a line of code finally works – After hours of frustration, the satisfaction is unmatched.
✔ Pasta, especially Carbonara & Spaghetti – The perfect comfort food.
✔ Silent moments with the right people – When the comfort is in just being there, no words needed.
✔ Handwritten letters & notes – A little piece of someone’s thoughts captured on paper.

♡ Likes ♡
✔ Songs with poetic lyrics – When a single line hits harder than expected.
✔ Witty banter & sarcasm – A conversation is always better when there’s a bit of playful back-and-forth.
✔ When the sky looks unreal – Cotton candy sunsets, eerie overcast clouds, or a full moon glowing too bright.
✔ Soft, oversized sweaters – The feeling of being wrapped in warmth and comfort.

✖ Dislikes ✖
✘ Loud chewing & unnecessary noise – Please, for the love of peace, just... no.
✘ When a good book ends too soon – I need closure, okay?!
✘ People who take forever to reply but are always online – Like... just say you don’t want to talk.
✘ Forgetting an idea before writing it down – The worst kind of heartbreak.
✘ Messy code that doesn’t work – The struggle is real.
✘ Overhyped horror movies that aren’t scary – If it’s all jumpscares and no substance, I’m out.

✖ Dislikes ✖
✘ Waking up in the middle of a good dream – I’ll never know how the story ends.
✘ When my headphones get caught on something and rip out of my ears – Instant rage.
✘ Forgetting why I walked into a room – A daily struggle.
✘ Being stuck behind slow walkers – Please, just move to the side.
✘ Badly written endings – If I invested my time, I deserve a proper conclusion.
✘ Feeling Observed Too Closely – Being scrutinized or judged without context makes me uncomfortable.

✖ Dislikes ✖
✘ Being Rushed for No Reason – If there’s no emergency, why the unnecessary pressure?
✘ When People Don’t Respect Boundaries – Personal space and mental space are real things.
✘ People Who Talk But Never Listen – Conversations should be a two-way street, not a monologue.
✘ When Someone Acts Like They Know Me Better Than I Know Myself – No, you don’t.
✘ Backhanded Compliments – "You’re actually smart" …Excuse me?
✘ When Someone Says "I Have Something to Tell You" but Makes You Wait Forever – Just say it!

♡ Interests♡
🎮 Game Development & Coding – Bringing ideas to life, one pixel and line of code at a time.
🕺 Dancing & Movement – Expressing emotions through rhythm, especially with K-pop choreographies or just freestyling to the music.
🎬 Horror & Psychological Thrillers – Whether it's movies, books, or games, anything that messes with the mind is an instant favorite.
🌌 Stargazing & the Unknown – Something about looking at the vast sky makes everything feel both significant and insignificant at the same time.
🎮 Indie & Story-Driven Games – Anything with stunning visuals, a gripping plot, or unique mechanics instantly gets my attention.

♡ Interests♡
📚 Mythology & Folklore– Legends from different cultures, forgotten deities, and eerie old tales—especially ones that blend history and the supernatural.
🎧 Late-Night Walks with Music – There’s a different kind of peace in wandering empty streets at night with the perfect playlist.
🌿 Foraging & Nature Walks – The contrast between urban life and quiet forests—there’s something calming about being surrounded by nature.
📼 Analog Horror & Uncanny Media – Weird VHS tapes, eerie internet mysteries, and things that feel just slightly off.
🔥 Chaotic Energy & Impulsive Adventures – Because sometimes, the best moments are the ones you don’t plan.